很認真的思考了人生

現在這個階段要一定的努力一定的往前一定的衝一定的猛一定的不放棄一定的不要被打敗

現在的我，要更加油！

不夠，一切都不夠！要成功，要夢想，就要往前筆直的衝～

不要害怕！壓力是一定會有，克服它，就有一個更美麗的天空！

June 29, 2007

Almost past my month. Today was a lovely day filled with mindless thoughts. Why do I spend so much time doing nothing when I should be doing something? This, I often wonder at myself. Me and my dreadfully lazy self, the self that sits for hours playing games online and browsing websites. Not been in the website browsing mood lately, however, I should pick it up again. It’s a frightening world, indeed, but information is information. The more the better, the deeper the greater.

Part of this original brain has come to a dead-stop, not the first time, and not the last time. It’s like as if it demands some rest, although this time, time simply will not allow it. The physical body demands action, too much action, so much that the brain, if not able to fulfill it, will be conquered by this rising desire.

A lot of thoughts are running in my mind and I am constantly wondering if it will clear up. Perhaps a few books more will help it clear itself. There was a line from a msn contact: Great mind discuss ideas, average mind discuss events and weak mind discuss people. My mentor(s) say: Spend the time doing something, instead of worrying about the people who doesn’t matter at all.

A friend of mine mentioned something about self-refusal, and acceptance of the past self, thoughts of the future self. I always liked to think of my future as being more successful than now, yet, I always feel, when looking back, that I only become less and less successful. Maybe that’s too much unnecessary thinking, indeed. Think about ideas, girl! You want to be a great mind, no?

The rains fell side-ways today. Had an umbrella with me, but still, it showered into my body. Wasn’t a very successful shower, however, only partially got me. One of those days when your determination to do something can be truly defined. If you are determined, you’d accomplish anything. If not, well, there’s never the consideration of if not. Do or do not, there is no try.

Mother asked… maybe it’s your ears that makes you so insecure and so unconfident. Wouldn’t want to think of it, but maybe. Maybe it’s the ears that makes me so ambitious and wanting, maybe. Ambition, a very wicked thing. It’s the one thing that might make one great, but it is also the thing that will keep Gates lonely. The competitive genes are in our body, given by mother nature, and will never go away, not one step of the day.

All my friends are so amazing, everyone I meet are amazing… what to do with this ambition?

We can but endure it.

Work. I love it. I seriously do. I love the feeling of not being allowed to rest because there are too much either work or fun or whatever to do. Time is so scarce. We only live so long. Maybe I shouldn’t say it’s work that I love, but that I love to be doing something productive, something nice, something lasting, something… that ends up in something. It’s far too fascinating, that exciting sensation, the feeling of speed, of everything.

Today I feel melancholic

Tired from work.

Today, I feel melancholic. Missing…

A sky filled with stars, and a Mars somewhere inside…

Shhhhhhhh……

我看到世界的另一端

那是彩色的你知道嗎？

可惜的是，你似乎不懂我嚮往的那個世界。

而我害怕在此逗留，停滯而不前進。

上帝說過你是我的人選…

你會與我同進退嗎？

在這個女人靠不了男人的年代，沒有必要justify任何得事情。

我也不會在去炫耀我自己（沒羽毛偏說有羽毛）

因為眼前的生活過好比一切都更重要。

比過去更重要，也比未來更重要。

你的夢，你要如何達成它？

work……..

Work……… c’est tout

Definitely going brain-dead

Groar… another one of those very painful painful painful moments
when i feel like my brain just isn’t functioning anymore, well, it isn’t
and i am not entirely sure what exactly i am doing except the fact that i am actually
surprisingly doing something……….

and GOD said… “MURDER”! and one more brain-cell died.

Wayne’s World

Wicked.

Okay, I know it’s wicked late to be seeing this movie, but anyways, I just did (after I don’t know how many years)…

It’s a really wicked movie. I liked it a lot, although my mother’s opinion is… she had no idea what’s going on.

It was fun, and, well… just fun to watch.

Somehow………. still reminds me of… =.= a monkey… ZRO

Crush

My over-powering energy, lost at direction, is slowly crushing down into pieces the shallow relationships i have with the few which i treasure. this energy, like that of the sun, never-ending, in a fussion, threatening to takeaway everything with it into a burning hell of nothing and nothing and nothing. so i deprived myself of the joy and love and sweetness of companionship, and in doing so, crushing it even more until nothing is left but a shattering emptiness. it’s not that i don’t feel, i feel too much. it’s not the i am not patient, but time goes by too slowly for me. and what of a future?

what is it that always i am waiting?

Something for TWN

If you wanna do something for TWN, you have to put your heart here first.

Then, you have to make small actions.

Then, you have to get into business.

This, is an island of business, of business people, the past and present and future.

Then, you have to have faith, absolute faith in this island and this country.

Then, you have to see the world, see the size of the world, see how far we can go.

Then, you have to be famous, make Taiwan famous with you.

Then, you have to come from a common family, a simple background, and work yourself up.

Why? Because that’s the power of Taiwan. Not the bureaucracy, not the rich, not the fancy, but the common.

And you know, that’s why we need to be equal here, because in Taiwan… true Democracy CAN happen.

With the right leader, the right directions…

We can be a true jewel, carved from a raw diamond stone.

Headaches

The webworld is so big, I wonder how does one survive in this mud-puddle?!

Headaches…. ><

Think, Naomi! Think!

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Gosh! They’ve been in this all their lives, they’ve lived their lives out-thinking the big guys…
Just what makes you think you can out-think them?

If you can’t compete with them, co-operate with them… stupid… ><