What I want and what you are… (from 2007)
For periods of time I wondered at what I want and whether or not I can find that person to provide me with these things I desire.
In a man, I desire mutual understanding, stability, harmony, tranquility, and more than anything a strong shoulder to lean on. I am not into sentimental man, but then, I am not into a man who doesn’t have the sentiments required to be touched, to be moved, and to be passionately altered through art, literature and those so called “high class” leisure. I hate this “high class” leisure idea though, however prominent it seems to be in Taiwan.
What I want, in the very end, it seems, is artsy. Perhaps that’s what all women wants, artsy! Designs, tastes, fashion, understanding of a beautiful painting, analysis of a marvelous movie. Yet, not lacking the intelligence required of the modern world in science, not lacking the fierocity built into a political debat, and more than anything, not lacking the depth necessary in a philosophical conversation…. okay, I want a lot… @@ I admit.
Maybe, that’s just the problem. In the present day, we all want a lot (I am sure that my list of desires still are short compared to that of my other friends’).
There are few people out there could fit the quality you described, but it could be worse once you found the other side of this kind of men. Well, it’s more complex than you can imagine, lady.
well, i wouldn’t really know. i guess everything is more complex and more simple at the same time in life. from every direction, a difference perspective brings a different sense of things and every different sense, a different understanding.