End of one type of life, start of another

Things start fresh today. Long has it been since my life dragged with many of its inconvenient realities, interferences from unnecessary sources, and indecisive due to personal conflicts. Too long has that period been, and now, that period should much be changed.You see, I believe in people. I believe in the power within people. I believe in that little bubble waiting to burst inside every one of our souls. So, I believe in myself. If you take the key to my heart and open my chest, you’d find that the bubble is simply getting to big, either it needs to burst, or we have to let some air out. Every young person, in some period of their lives, is allowed some stupidity, some ignorance, some side-tracking. Yet, these side-tracking can only leave the main trail so far before the mothership calls. Ding ding goes the bells. The alarms are not hard to miss, but it is the crawling back that tempers with a person’s will power. One thing is to fall, another is to climb.For my life, I’ve sidetracked too far, too long, and it’s time to return to the mothership, to accept my core, my inner self, to bust that bubble and let the air out. It’s time to end one type of life and start another, and this time, make sure this other life is more or less the right life. Right in the sense that it fits with what I want of myself in life.Step one? Clean out the closet, throw away the skeletons, paint a new wall, and a new self. Some things are better left in the past.